I Don’t Know Anything

I am a fool.

I am an idiot.

At least that’s what my girlfriend tells me.

But the truth is, I am a moron, an imbecile, a buffoon.

I know absolutely nothing and yet I look down on pop culture, media, Logan Paul, American politics, and all of the absolutely idiotic things that appear all throughout this world and especially on TikTok.

I feel as though I am “above” it all but really I am not at all.

To feel any sense of superiority is ridiculous.

We are all monkeys on a floating rock in space.

We are all buffoons here.

I watch Jordan Peterson videos and various other intellectuals and realize that many of them are caught up in their own delusion that their Truth is the Truth.

Forums, discussions, all pushing towards something but to realize anything that is actual Truth is something beyond what we (of the source itself and not separate from it) can fathom or rationalize through intellect alone.

There’s something beyond us, much bigger, perhaps God himself.

But not in any religious dogmatic sense if the word.

God to me is what this is. Something bigger is happening behind the scenes.

I don’t know if aliens are going to visit Earth in my lifetime, but if they do I won’t be surprised at this point.

I just don’t know.

I don’t know anything at all.

And I surrender to that.