what I want to escape from is the structuring of a reality that no longer serves me. I no longer wish to pretend or be restricted by a specific culture or community of collective ideology. I want to live my truth, as it is for me. Ultimately I can't escape, but I can choose not to participate. That doesn't mean any of it is any less beautiful. It all has its purpose and path as we all try to figure it out in our own way.